hey hey hey, i know its been a super duper long time since i've updated BUT i'll try my best to do it okay?? hahaha. Well, im kindda heartbroken. This guy i like hasnt been himself lately. I dunno whether its me or him but i feel hurt. I also feel bad because i have never met him before. I know him through friendster and he's Danial's friend. He's super duper sweeet. But i dun wanna get all emotional over him because.... I HAVE NEVER MET HIM! Until i confirm my feelings then i'll think about it. But i doubt that i wanna have any relationships, i've promised myself that i dont wanna have any relationships before o levels. After that, i'll consider. But what i really want is to find that special some1, that prince charming i wanna spend my whole life with. I dont want a guy to like me because of my looks. I hate it *even though it feels good sometimes* hahahaha. I want the guy to like me because of my personality. The guy i currently like claimed he likes me coz of my personality but i cant be so sure. He hasnt talked to me in real life. The guy i wanna be with has to be SUPER DUPER DUPER patient. I love making jokes and havng fun and i hate serious guys. Guys should be more open BUT of course... they need to know when to get serious la. Maybe right now, i should just forget about it,,, about him... It hurts.. but this isnt the first time and so far, I've survived. The OTHER PREVIOUS guy i had a crush on did the exact same thing to me. What was he thinking?! If he was trying to play me, well, he wasnt very good at it. Anyways, i gotta get going.

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